Letters from Iraq- Dec. 5. first day of EID

12-05-02, first day of EID

Went to the mosque this AM for celebration of the end of EID (see 12/5 email from Peter and me).

About photographs- even though I purchased the digital camera so I could send back photos, if appropriate -especially if the war intensifies, we were informed in our orientation here that we are to take no photos outside in the streets (or anywhere outside) because:
1) one doesn't know what might be nearby that the Iraqi government doesn't want photographed. Across the Tigris River just outside our hotel, is one of numerous Presidential palaces. Since our government has made no secret about wanting to assassinate Iraq's leader, it is no wonder the government wants to forbid any photos of the area. Of course, in this totalitarian state, the US is not the only one interested in "regime change" and I'm sure Iraqis are no freer than I am in taking pictures.
2) connected to this is the fact that the US has bombed here before and has clearly threatened to do so again, so any pictures taken outside might be construed as helping Americans plan their targets. After visiting the Ameriyah bomb shelter yesterday, where 408 Iraqi women and children were blown apart and incinerated by 2 US "smart bombs" in Feb. of 1991, it is quite understandable that anyone taking pictures might be suspect. Although the US at first denied hitting it, four days later they said it was targeted because they thought top Iraqi officials were there. I think it was targeted to send a message to the average Iraqi civilian that one isn't safe anywhere.




I walked toward the downtown area to look for a backpack but all the stores, except for a few small restaurants were closed for the first day of EID.

I was hoping to have more contact with the average Iraqi family but the restrictions of this closed society make that very difficult. By law, people must report the visit of any foreigner to one's home. Since it is estimated that 1 of every 7 people reports back to the ruling Ba'ath Party leadership, the nation is full of potential informants. Saddam's history of brutally executing not only the opposition but also the other leadership within his own party make people hesitant and fearful. The gesture of visiting someone's home if one is a foreigner makes that family suspect. We are here to protect and affirm the dignity of those families yet find it difficult to have much direct contact. Again, we must remember that our nation is at war with Iraq. We are told (by VITW vets) that our visiting in Iraqi homes might be compared to our finding out the people with ties to Osama bin Laden are visiting some of our neighbors. Would we want to know who they were and what the visit was about? It is hard to grasp what all the ramifications are for us being Americans here in Iraq. Even though we strongly disagree with our nation and its foreign policy, it is hard to trust that we might not have an informant or agent provocateur in our midst. On a more realistic note, who would be crazy enough to spend $2,000. to be holed up with peace activists, fearful of eating or drinking something that will make you sick? Under the Iraqi constitution, ordinary Iraqis can be executed for criticizing their government.

We are told that it is likely we are under constant surveillance when we leave our hotel. (Probably by US and Iraqi intelligence. Why don't they just cooperate and take turns watching us?)

We carry with us the "magic sheet" a one page paper written in English on one side and in Arabic on the other, describing who we are and why we are here. When I went to purchase an adapter which allowed me to plug in my laptop computer to the 220 wall outlet, I handed the hardware shop owner a copy of the paper. Within a minute of reading it, he was beaming and said "thank you". He wanted to give me the part free but I insisted on paying the normal price which came to 50 cents, US.

David flew to Mosul with Amir and David Swan to check out the hospital situation there. We got to know David S. and Amir better last night when we had our first full team meeting. We were meeting together at the Al Dar Hotel (where Cliff, Cathy B., and Peggy are now staying) and met to discuss plans for considering a action/press conference/or whatever for 12/10 when it is Int'l Human Rights Day and the day Jimmy Carter the Nobel Peace Prize and Kathy Kelly and VITW are nominated for the 2003 prize receives by one of the past recipients from Northern Ireland. After a log discussion, we will discuss it again. We also go over the schedule for the next few days to let each other know what is happening. They are looking for a volunteer to help at the UNDP office and I'm going to check it out, but with EID on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and the UN being off on Sunday, I don't know if I can be that helpful. Peggy, Cathy, and Cliff cooked our meal last night as they have access to their hotel's kitchen. We had rice and lentils, bread, and some sweet pastry items for desert. Amir also brought along some small meat pies he had purchased. We assume, since they are cooked, that they will be OK. Amir is a physician from Montreal but don't know much more about him.



Yesterday, at the orphanage, while we were waiting for the relic of St. Therese of Liseaux to arrive (we never did find out what was in the ornate box covered with a Plexiglas dome but it resembled a small coffin), we met the children who are raised by the nuns (of the same order as Mother Theresa of Calcutta). The nuns are primarily from India, although there are several from other countries as well. They dress in the same white garb, trimmed in blue, that Mother Theresa always appeared in. Peter was really impressed with them today when he went to volunteer. Charlie and Peggy usually go every day to play with the kids and help feed them. Most, if not all of the approximately 15 kids have cerebral palsy and range in age from 2-15. One little boy appears to be about 3 or 4 but is really 10 years old. A few are blind as well. Since the nuns speak both Arabic and English, a couple of the older boys call out to us in English and try to grab our hands or our clothes.

While waiting for the relic (we were told there would be a service at 8 AM but it turned out to be 9:30 or 9:45 before it arrived), we met a wonderful Iraqi Dominican nun who had to be in her 70s. She was graceful and very eloquent even though she hadn't had a lot of English. (Her order is French which she spoke as well as Arabic and English). She told us how the Dominicans started schools in the 1870s to help teach girls in both Mosul as well as Baghdad because girls were traditionally excluded by the educational system in Arabic countries. In 1974, the government here nationalized all the private schools and took them over. The Dominicans were allowed to continue to teach but lost control of the schools. I'd love to see the De LaSalle students adopt her classroom for one of their projects!

Thursday evening was a sight to behold. People out in the streets celebrating the end of Ramadan. I should say men because there are few women out on the streets. You might see 1 or 2 women for every 50-100 men out tonight. But there were scores of people by the fountain in the middle of the traffic circle. Other evenings I've never seen even 1/2 the number of people out. Peter, Charlie Lietkey, and I go out for chicken and rice at a nearby restaurant that Cynthia recommends. We had a good meal (1/2 of a roasted chicken, a whole grin-style rice, a cream of chicken soup, flat bread, salad-which we chose not to risk), pop and Tea for about $2. USD each. We had a great conversation about Charlie's various times in jail for peace protests and continue the conversation as we walked about 2-3 miles along the Tigris. We continue the conversation in our room for another hour before 72 year-old Charlie reminds us that we have a group reflection time at 7 AM tomorrow.

Letters from Iraq- Dec. 4.1



12/4/02
Dear Friends,

The smell of diesel and car exhaust fumes fill the air and there is constant noise of cars and trucks blowing their horns in what seems to us westerners as a suicidal game of near-miss "bumper cars". Despite being inches away from the next car as our driver speeds down the street, I have yet to see an accident. This is amazing since most of the cars are pre-Gulf War and seem to be hung together with baling wire. If one doesn't notice the age and condition of the cars, on the surface one might not see the quiet desperation of the Iraqi people. But when one is followed several blocks by a 8 year old boy begging to shine your shoes to earn a 50 cent tip to help support his family, you start to see a more accurate picture. The veteran Voices in the Wilderness volunteers here handed us each a 1/2" wad of money in 250 Iraqi Dinar notes, informing us that it was worth $12. US. 2,000 Iraqi Dinars are equal to $1 USD. Prior to the imposition of economic sanctions, 1 Iraqi Dinar was equal to $3.30 USD. If any families had savings in the bank, it was all wiped out. Teachers are now being paid about $2.50 USD per month.

We are asked to tip all the staff in our hotel for every service provided. It was embarrassing not to have any Iraqi money to give the young men who insisted on carrying our suitcases to our room when we arrived at the hotel at 3:15 in the morning on Tuesday. Most speak very little English but we tried to convey that we would tip them "tomorrow". It is suggested to us that we limit our tips to "2 bills" (2- 250 dinars or 50 cents) for their bringing towels, soap, toilet paper, clothes hangers, or when we ask where we can empty our trash can or find a vacuum cleaner, they insist on doing the work so they can earn the tip and help support their families. Sattar, the wonderful man who drove us from Amman to Baghdad and helped us navigate the immigration checkpoints as we left Jordan and enter Iraq is a civil engineer. When I told him about my work for Habitat, he said he'd love to help with any engineering problems we might have. A man who has every right to be consumed by bitterness toward his own government and ours is a gracious and gentle soul. We have much to learn here about quiet dignity as we recognize our common humanity.

The Iraq Peace Team members are a wonderful, eclectic community. At present there are 3 here under the auspices of Christian Peacemaker Teams- Cliff Kindy, a 53 year old Indiana farmer who has also been on CPT delegations to Columbia, Palestine, and Chiapas, Mexico; Cathy Breen., a nurse who is a member of the NY Catholic Worker; and Peggy Gish, a 60 year old organic farmer from Ohio and member of Church of the Brethren as is Cliff.

Voices in the Wilderness has provided others, including Kathy Kelly, the founder and visionary of the organization- a woman who has poured out her heart and soul to the Iraqi people for the past seven years. This is her 17th trip to Iraq and she hopes to stay here indefinitely, if the Iraqi government extends her visa. (every 10 days- two weeks, one must go to a government office to seek to have it renewed.) Kathy served a year in federal prison in the US in 1989 for praying at a nuclear weapons missile silo, joined a group fasting to close the School of the Americas in 1990, was part of a peace encampment on the Iraq-Saudi Arabia border in 1991 that the Iraqis evacuated as the ground war started, and was in Sarajevo while that city was torn apart by war in the mid-90s. While she is clearly our guiding spirit, we make decisions collectively and cooperatively.


Also part of the team already here when we arrived are Cynthia Bannis, a member of the Syracuse (NY) Peace Workers who was a volunteer for numerous UN agencies before she realized the tragedy the UN supported sanctions were causing. Charlie Lietkey, a Viet vet who won the Congressional Metal of Honor for valor as a chaplain who rescued virtually his whole squad in the face of enemy fire and came back to the states and threw his metals back over the White House fence after a public fast to end the war. As a member of Veterans for Peace, he has been an outstanding example of a man committed to peace. Neville Watson, a 73 year old Aussie "lawyer by trade and a Uniting Church minister by calling" was also here in 1991 as part of the Iraq Peace Camp and was "evacuated against his will" so he feels he has "unfinished business" and wants to remain here to be with the Iraqi people during the war. Bitta Mostafi is the youngest in the group, an Iranian-American from Chicago where she is a volunteer staff member of VITW. She is taking a year off from school before going to law school to study International Human Rights. I think she already has a great start with her presence here! Nathan Mussleman, originally from Reading, PA and a graduate of Eastern Mennonite University has been in the Middle East since his college studies brought him here. Having lived in Palestine the past year, he also hopes to live and study in Syria before returning to the states, also to enroll in law school. May is a video maker from San Francisco who just shot some video interviewing a man from Mosul (in the northern, Kurdish section of Iraq) who lost a brother in the Iran/Iraq War. There are also two physicians, David Swan and Dr. Amir Khadir from Canada here investigating emergency medical procedures but I haven't had much opportunity to interact with them yet.

Joining Peter Thompson and myself are the other 3 who made the trek from Amman with us: Dean Jeffreys, 45, another Australian who is a documentary filmmaker was with Kathy and Neville in the peace camp in '91. He is married with 3 and 5 year old children back home. He is very interested in care for the earth and appreciating the spirituality of nature. John Evans, a 78 year old WW II vet and member of Vets for Peace is a former TV executive who helped start TV broadcasts in both Saudi Arabia and Jordan in the 1960s. He lived in Jordan 3 years and Saudi Arabia for one and two of his children were born in those countries. After 30 + years, his Arabic is rusty but much better than others in our fivesome. David Hilfiker, 57, is a member of Church of the Savior and a physician who is no longer practicing but rather writing at this point. He and his family lived and worked at Christ House and started Joseph's House in Wash., DC- working with people living on the streets and those with AIDS. In a worship service this summer was a refrain, "We are the Iraqi people". He came to incarnate that prayer.

Just being included with such a beautiful "cloud of witnesses" is a wonderful feeling. Knowing and sensing the love and prayers for us and the people we encounter here is a gift you have blessed us with- may we share that blessing with those of God's children here. Please pray and work to stop this impending war!

Love and Shalom,
Steve

Special greetings to Zach and Micah. I wish I could "IM" you and have a dialog about this experience but other than being 9 hours ahead of you, all of our e-mail is monitored by at least two governments and instant communication like IM is blocked here.

Letters from Iraq-Dec. 4


Dec. 4- Iraq journal

Woke up at 4AM and couldn’t get back to sleep so Peter reads and I write. We had a very thought-proving conversation at dinner last night with Cliff, David Hilfiker, and Neville. After talking about the structure and style of the Church of the Savior in Wash., DC, the conversation moved into reflection on our role as empire and how we deal with the PTSD caused in it’s wake- particularly to its own members. Cliff talked about the need to find creative ways to heal from the stress caused by his CPT experiences in Colombia, Kosovo, and Palestine so he didn’t transfer the stress he embodied when he returned to his own family.

We talked about the war that is coming in relation to the war that is already here. The economic sanctions have so devastated people’s lives that the children are left to pester tourists to have their shoes shined to help support their families. We were followed down the street for 5-6 long blocks after dinner by boys aged 6-12 wanting to shine our shoes. Is this a modern form of “foot washing”?

Although we requested that breakfast be ready by 7 AM so we could eat before leaving for the orphanage, there is no sign of life anywhere near the dining room of the hotel at 6:55. I am wearing dress pants, a coat and tie. The rationale given by the VITW veterans is to help us blend in with the people around us. Despite the calamitous effects of the sanctions, the Iraqi people want to appear in public as anything but destitute. So, because we are going as a team to the orphanage for an event to honor St. Therese of Liseaux, we want to dress in a way that communicates our respect for the people we meet.

Language continues to be a major barrier in feeling we have really communicated – this in the country of the fabled “Tower of Babel”. I am chagrined at the almost universal lack in the US of learning other languages early-on in the educational process. It makes me all the prouder of Zach that he continues on with his Spanish in high school.

The constant barrage of pictures of Saddam Hussein beaming down on us only serves as a reminder that we are in a police state here. If one of every seven people here report back to the ruling Ba’ath party, one must wonder who here at the hotel is reporting back and what they are saying about us! It gives me the creeps to know that Saddam used to be our ally when he was fighting the Iranians in the 1980s.

Letters from Iraq- dec.3



Dec. 3 – Iraq

We arrived at the Al Fanar Hotel at 3:15 AM and finally got to bed by 4. For the first time in 3 nights I got about 5-6 hours of mostly uninterrupted sleep! I awoke about 3 minutes before the knock on the door just after 10 to see if we were up. After showering- with hot water!- Peter and I went upstairs to the VITW “office”- room 510, and meet Cliff Kindy and Cathy Breen before heading to breakfast. Fortunately Neville gave us a stack of Iraqi dinar to pay for breakfast since we arrived after the 11 AM deadline of when breakfast is no longer included in the cost of the room.

We got a plate of cheese, jelly, tomatoes, cucumbers, whipped butter/cream, what appeared to be an egg-white omelet, and olives – with bread on the side. After 2 attempts to get a sealed bottle of drinking water, Peter went back to the room to bring back bottled water for us. Kathy Kelly and Peggy Gish joined us and started our orientation. Peter broke the sanctions by paying for the meal. I broke it by having Ahmed shine my shoes. I gave him 4 bills, 1,000 dinar, worth 50 US cents. Before the sanctions in 1990, the Iraqi dinar was worth $3.30 USD. Now 2,000 dinar equals 1 USD. The packet of money given to us by Neville is worth $12 USD and is about 1 1/2 “ thick.

After the meal, we made our way back to the 5th floor for orientation and introductions- what an amazing group!

Our meal tonight, several blocks from our hotel, cost less than $1. for each of the 6 of us. Cliff told us the owner was a Christian and he has eaten here several times. We each got a plate of hummus and flat bread. Several got and eggplant stew with rice, others got chicken with rice. I got a split pea soup with rice. We used our own bottled water after two attempts to get a bottle we were convinced was fresh water. It really makes me feel like an imperialist to request purified water each time but we also know if we don’t get it, we’ll get very sick and lose several days here. The batteries on my laptop keep draining and I haven’t been able to purchase an electrical adapter yet to recharge it or to operate it directly off the 220 current here.

Letters from Iraq- Dec. 2. on the road to Baghdad




12/2/02 on the road to Baghdad

There are six of us in what could be a seven or eight person van. Except for those in the back seat, we are relatively comfortable until we realize Dean is in a considerable amount of pain in his lower back. David introduces him to Ibuprofen and that helps somewhat. When we stop for a brief bathroom break, he gets into the front seat and is able to recline it enough to take off most of the pressure. Not being a world traveler, I am introduced to a squat toilet at this first stop. It is merely a hole in the floor with a spot where to place your feet when you squat. Of course, almost no place has toilet paper so I figure unless you really have to go, its best to wait.

The desert in Jordan is the rockiest place I've ever seen or imagined. I'm not sure if it would be possible to place more rocks on each square foot unless you made them smaller. A large grapefruit sized rock is virtually touching another and another and another, ... probably 15 in a 2 sq. ft. area, I guess. Some areas are tan colors, others are black volcanic rock that cooled too quickly leaving the tell-tale air bubble holes. We see an old volcano in the near distance. There were 2 camels alongside the road and a number of herds of sheep and/or goats in some areas. Then, you could travel for 20-30 miles and see nothing but a flat landscape or a few rolling hills.

Sattar asks us when we'd like to stop to eat since none of us has eaten since our 7 AM breakfast. I said that we'd like to wait until dusk and eat with him if that was OK and he was very grateful for that sign of sensitivity and solidarity. As a practicing Muslim, he doesn't eat or drink anything between sun up and sundown during Ramadan. As dusk approaches, Sattar stops at a rest area for us to buy toilet paper and bottled water. As we're getting ready to leave, he checks his watch to discover that the dusk hour would be in 5 minutes so he suggested we wait and eat at this stop instead of going another hour where it would be more crowded. The restaurant was virtually full but they found a table for 6 of us. So this became our "break-fast" meal. We brought in our own bottled water after we saw what they were going to serve us and we avoided eating any of the tomatoes or cukes.

It quickly turned dark and we traveled another hour before reaching the border. It took about 45 minutes to have our exit approved and only John had to pay the 5 JD (about $7.50 USD) tax because the others of us had been in-country less than 24 hours. We then had a 1/2 drive through "no man's land" before reaching the Iraqi border facilities. We stopped at the VIP area and had to carry in our laptop computers (after removing any modem cards that were not built-in), and video and digital cameras for inspection. I chose to forgo the squat toilet and went into the large waiting room where a black and white TV was broadcasting in the corner. After about 15 or so minutes, there was a woman reading the news in English for about 5 minutes but it was clear that it wasn't CNN but rather a State-sponsored (and controlled) station. (In the US we don't need state contro because we already have corporate control of the media).

After about 1/2 hour, we were joined by three, young, Iraqi men who appeared to be in their early 20s. (One later said he was 29.) We greeted each other and after awhile, Peter asked them how they felt about the impending war. "No problem", the 29 year-old said with a smile. We had no problem defeating the US before and we can do it again. After all, all Iraqi homes have guns in them. We sat in silence and grief knowing that this young man had no concept of what might await him from the receiving end of the US military machine. It was a sad and frightening conversation and I recognized the bravado in his voice that I've heard before when we talked to soldiers outside Ft. Benning.

It took about 1 1/2 hours to complete the paperwork, after Sattar had John pay $40 to the security people to help "expedite" our processing and allow the computers and us in. Had it not been paid, it would have taken us at least another hour and who knows if we would have been allowed to keep our equipment. They then searched through all our luggage before giving s the OK. We then drove to the next checkpoint where we got our passports back with the stamped visa on a separate piece of paper so there is no record in our passport of having broken the sanctions by traveling there. Between the 2 checkpoints, there must have been 15-20 transports, each with 10-15 new Nissan pickup trucks on the back. Sattar told us they are being imported as part of the "food for oil" program administered by the UN. Someone in the van asked if the people could eat them!

After another 4 hours, at times through dense fog, we crossed the Euphrates River and immediately saw a change in that there were trees alongside the 3 lanes-in-each-direction highway. We were entering into the land formerly known as Mesopotamia or "the Fertile Crescent". An hour later, we cross the Tigris River and drive up to our hotel, the Al Fanar. It is 3:15 AM and we wake the night clerk and get our room assignments. Peter and I will share a room as there are only 3 single rooms available. We have no Iraqi Dinar to tip the young man who helps with our bags and as I enter the room, I give thanks because there is a regular toilet as well as a bidet in our bathroom. (Of course, there is no toilet paper- that is why we bought some in Jordan, I reckon.)



We sleep until about 10 AM and then are pleased to discover we have hot water for the shower. (no shower curtain, of course). And we begin our first day in Baghdad.

Steve Clemens, IPT

Letter from Iraq- Dec. 1. Amman, Jordan


Dec 1-2, 2002 11:15 PM Amman, Jordan (Minneapolis time + 8 hours)

While boarding the airplane, Peter and I were both “randomly” selected to have our suitcases searched and to also be searched at the gate as well even though we were on different flights out of Minneapolis.

John Evans from our Iraq Peace Team group met us at the airport in Amman, Jordan after I was en route for 31 hours. (I had a 13 ½ hour lay-over in Chicago since the tickets were booked last minute over the busy T-day holiday.) He says, as we walk into the Al Monzer Hotel, “It’s about a half a star hotel”. He informs us on the ride into the city from the airport that he helped start television broadcasting in Jordan shortly after the 1967 war between Israel and it’s neighbors. King Hussein decided after addressing the UN that he wanted TV in his nation and John was given 1 week notice to “arrive in Amman by Dec. 1”. Thirty-five years later, he gets a call from VITW with a message from Kathy Kelly: “we need a group over here by Dec. 1”. This time he had 1 ½ weeks notice.

I am awakened at 3AM with the voice of the religious leader calling the faithful to prayer. I am told later that it is likely a tape recording played over a microphone from the huge mosque up the street from our hotel. So far it has lasted 40 minutes and sounds similar to the call to prayer we heard at 11PM as we were trying to go to sleep. Right across the street from the mosque are two Christian churches. Jabril, our driver from the airport to the hotel told us that 14% of the population is Christian- including his girlfriend. If they marry and have kids, they will be raised Muslim as they will take his name as their own rather than the mother’s.

At breakfast we meet David Hilfiker and Dean Jefferys to complete our 5 person group. We met Sattar, our driver from Iraq, last night and after a call to Baghdad, it is determined that we should try to leave the next afternoon rather than waiting an additional day. Sattar takes Peter and John with him to secure our Iraq visas, Dean goes in search of some computer hardware for his digital camera, and David and I go to check out the internet cafĂ©. By a little after one we are on the road out of town to the transfer point where we can get into Sattar’s vehicle. (Iraqis are not permitted to drive in the city limits of Amman.)

Letters from Iraq- Nov. 30



11/30/02

The journey to the heart of my "enemy" has begun. The Iraqi people are not my enemy but have been designated as such by our President. More accurately, their "leader" has been singled out as the enemy- the Iraqi people, already victimized by Saddam's brutal regime, become potential and probable victims again as "collateral damage" as our "leader" has declared the need for "regime change" once again. We've seen this pattern before when the CIA or other covert US operatives changed regimes (assassinated heads of state or forced into exile) in Guatemala (Arbenz in '54), South Vietnam (Diem in '61), Chile (Allende in '71), ... . Replacement governments we have installed or supported have not been know for their love of democracy or human rights. Remember the Shaw of Iran? The string of "strong men" (military coup leaders) in Vietnam? Pinochet in Chile?

If we are to live in a democracy, we must learn from our past and not allow our "elected" officials to continue its pattern f trying to make the world safe for corporate exploitation. It is our responsibility to respond as world citizens rather than allow others to act in our name through acquiescence or ignorance. Because the mass media has been so compromised by corporate control, we need to discover alternative sources for information about what is happening and being planned.

From the reports of others who have made this journey before, (Marie Braun, Lisa Ammon, John Maus, Kathy Kelly, Cliff Kindy, ...) I have an idea of what I'll see. Their stories and reports of the hospitals without equipment or medicines, destroyed water treatment plants, raw sewage in the streets, and mothers watching their children die of malnutrition, diarrhea, or leukemia which used to be 90% curable before sanctions are things I'm likely to encounter as well. I've never experienced the other side of war before.

The "good-bye"/ sending process began for me on Tuesday when I took Maurice out for lunch He is a Habitat homeowner who is on the staff and I used to be his supervisor years before. He handed me a very nice note of support and stated his admiration for my convictions. Wednesday morning at the weekly witness against weapons and war at Alliant TechSystems in Edina (manufacturers of cluster bombs, landmines, and depleted uranium weapons), we had a brief song led by the McDonald sisters as a sending/blessing for me (and Peter, in absentia). Wednesday evening, at the conclusion of the vigil for Iraq on the Lake Street bridge, we had another sung blessing after Peter and I addressed our fellow demonstrators. It is clear we are going as representatives of a much larger group of supporters. Friday evening, the Community of St. Martin hosted a blessing/send-off service where 50-70 folk gathered, including CSM folk, people from the bridge and Alliant vigils, friends from Koinonia, Habitat, MIST, WAMM, and the Twin Cities Campaign to lift the sanctions. It is wonderful to feel all the love and support- especially for the families we leave behind.

After arriving at Chicago's O'Hare airport at 8AM (having gotten up at 4:20 to arrive at the Minneapolis airport by 5:30), I had a 4 hour wait for Peter to arrive, followed by another hour wait until Ken, from the Voices in the Wilderness "office" met us at the International terminal. The Royal Jordanian counter was to be open at "noon". After no one had showed up to check our bags by 1:30 PM, we decided to go to the food court and go over our orientation with Ken. He is a volunteer with VITW who comes to Chicago for 3 months every year. He is married with 3 grown kids and he and his wife have adopted two additional kids with special needs. They are both members of a Catholic Worker community in Worcester, Massachusetts. He heard Kathy Kelly (founder of VITW) in 1998 and has traveled to Iraq 3 times since then.

Orientation consisted of going over some handouts containing information about what to expect and who to contact when we arrive in Amman. We talked with Ken about Eric, an IPT member who got his passport seized by US Immigration officials in the layover at Shannon airport in Dublin on his return from Iraq earlier this month. We discuss how to respond to the question on the customs declaration about where we have been and how we might answer that question on our return. We talk for 2 1/2- 3 hours before checking the airline counter again. After knocking on the door behind the counter, we finally get an employee of RJ to respond and he says he'll open up in "15 minutes". We are able to check in and he allows us to include a bag full of food, medicines, discs, ... from VITW for staff in Baghdad to be included with the bags we already checked through in Minneapolis. This saves them the $138. they would normally charge us for an extra over-weight and over-sized bag. It will be a big challenge for us to haul it around when we arrive in Amman. We are told the 8 PM flight will be leaving at 9:30 PM - that is the time printed on the boarding pass so the departure schedule must have changed in the past 5 days since our tickets were issued. Ken bids us farewell for our next period of waiting.

As Peter is finishing up a call home, I hear our names paged over the loudspeaker and go to the information desk to find Gabe Huck and his wife Theresa. It is good to put a face to the person who I've been talking with about this trip for the past almost two weeks, when he first called me just after I had returned from the trip to close the School of the Americas. Gabe told us they will be coming over in mid-December so we might cross paths in Amman. He gives us helpful suggestions and encouragement. Theresa, a public school teacher really wants to help her students grasp the realities of the situation with Iraq and around the world. She is stunned as the other faculty discuss whether each class should have its own video camera while Iraqi children are lucky when they have pencils. They live very close to Reba Place Fellowship and know some of the folks that I have met there in the past.

We board the Royal Jordanian flight to leave at 9:30 and are ushered into what I tell Peter is "sardine class". The plane is nearly full as we head out to Detroit and then Shannon Airport in Dublin, Ireland for refueling, before arriving in Amman. As we approach Dublin, the grass is still green but it is rainy and very windy. We are allowed off the plane "for 10 minutes" and are allowed to use the rest room and stretch our legs for a good 20 minutes before getting back on board for another 5+ hours. I could see some of the English countryside from 33,000 ft. but it clouded over before we hit the English Channel. Parts of Belgium and Germany were visible, then clouds again. The Alps were so high, they were visible above the clouds, gloriously basking in the sunlight. Again, parts of Austria were visible but darkness fell before we reached Bulgaria. We flew over Turkey, Crete, and flew across Israel from Tel Aviv to land in Amman.

We changed $50 USD into Jordanian Dinar in order to buy visas and to tip the baggage "helpers". After clearing immigration and customs, an hour later than scheduled, we were greeted by John Evans, one of our team members, and Jamil, a guy who works for the El Monzer Hotel. Driving in Jordan is a scary proposition. I think the traffic lanes are merely a suggestion as Jamil usually is strattling one or another. As we speed down the highway into the city, about a 45 minute drive, Jamil tells us that about 15% of Jordan is Christian and he is engaged to a Christian girl. When they marry, he will give the children his name and raise them as Muslims but apparently they have found a way to more than co-exist together here.

John warns us that the El Monzer is a "1/2 Star Hotel" but after arriving there at 10:10 PM on Sunday night, after being enroute for 33 hours, anything with a bed looked nice- and a toilet with a seat! We planned to meet the others at 7 AM so we could get an early start in securing the Iraqi visas. Peter called Kathy Kelly in Baghdad to find out what to do about the satellite phone we were asked to bring by the Chicago office. When she heard we had not gotten our transit letter from the embassy, she reluctantly said it should be stored in Jordan until the letter arrived rather than risk it being seized when we crossed into Iraq. Kathy asks us if we can leave for Baghdad tomorrow rather than Tuesday morning so we can arrive with plenty of time before the 3-day celebration of the end of Ramadan, called EID, which may begin on Thursday or Friday and shut down many businesses and offices during its duration. We were "serenaded" to sleep at 11:30 with the call to prayers from the nearby mosque, a huge one built by the new king, Abdullah. At 3 AM we are awakened by the call to prayer again only this time it must also include a sermon as it lasts for 45 minutes. Peter and I can't sleep after that so we begin a fascinating conversation on God, violence, Jack's book, and other related topics. I can see this trip is going to provide a lot of opportunity for input and (hopefully) reflection.

12/1/02
We get up and use the lukewarm shower and are ready to encounter Jordan in the daylight. I had seen a mosque and a church lit up last night across the street from each other so we decide to walk and check them out since we have an hour before we are to meet for breakfast. There are actually two Christian Churches within a stones throw of the mosque- one obviously Orthodox as seen by its distinctive cross.

At breakfast in the Toledo Hotel, a 4 or 5 star hotel just up the street, we hared some of our stories over our plates of hummus, honey, cheese, a whipped cream, tomatoes, cukes, and a hard boiled egg. It was served with a delicious pita-style bread, but with no pocket. I've briefly described John, David, and Dean in another e-mail but suffice it to say, we'll be an interesting group. When we're asked to share why we are going to Iraq, Dean takes out his video camera to shoot some of the responses. We'd love to keep chatting but decide to continue it in the car on the ride to Baghdad so we can go get the visas and other shopping needs before the trip. Peter and John join Sattar, our Iraqi driver, in going to the Iraqi Embassy for the visas. Dean heads off with Jamil in hopes of finding a CD burner for his Macintosh computer. David and I trek up the street to find the internet cafe. On the way there, David and I talk about Koinonia and some of my journey. I ask him about the Church of the Savior and how he got involved there. At the internet cafe, David has some trouble opening an attached file and, since the instructions are in Arabic, it takes him and the guy running the place some time to figure it out. Since we are to check out of the hotel before noon if we can get the visas today, we don't have time to stop for the water and toilet paper we were to take on out trip.

Peter and John were successful in getting the visas and our entry letter which hopefully allow us to bring our laptop computers with us (but not the sat phone). We pile into 2 taxi cabs for another harrowing ride across the city to where Sattar has parked his Suburban van. Iraqis are not allowed to drive into Amman. At the transit stop, we are mobbed by dozens of men who want us to hire them as our driver. Thank God (Allah) for Sattar, a wonderful, trustworthy civil engineer who is reduced to driving for a living to support his family. He makes this trip sometimes two or three times a week! We are loaded and on the road by 1:45 PM, hoping to arrive in Baghdad by 2AM (inshallah, if Allah is willing)

Steve Clemens